Follow the rainbow to my heartbreak...![]()
Wow...it has been so long since I posted last. Kevin and I finally talked. I lasted about two hours and he said that the biggest reason he doesn't want to get back together is because of religion. I see where he's coming from, but sometimes I just think that he is too overbearing on some subjects. I love him to death, but because he researched my religion and talked to his pastor about it...he's passing judgement and won't listen to me. He says that he wants our kids to be raised in his faith and he can't get over that fact that there are things in my faith he doesn't believe. (But the funny part is...we don't believe them either! He read a document from the 1800's)
Since that conversation he sent me like seven e-mails with religious stuff in it. It made for interesting reading and my friends have all talked about their beliefs now, but we haven't talked since then. I think I'll give up on ever getting back together and just concentrate on building up our friendship again. We used to be super doper friends, but when we started to date our friendship kinda hit the pavement.
Life has been hectic for me...my new job is okay. I work in the testing center of my university and once I have all my daily jobs done I get to do homework or read or play on the computer. It's really pretty cool once you get used to the really ultra quiet atmosphere, but when everyone's out of the center we make alot of noise like talking and cracking up, just to get some difference into the day. But you know sometimes I just want to hurt my boss. Her names Cathy and she tells me to do things and then gets mad when I take her literally. For example...not even a minute ago I answered her phone (which I did not know was her line) and said Testing Center this is Cassie....silence at the other end...so I repeat what I said....I get this chick that says Mom? and then hangs up.....Well Cathy looks at me all meanly and says "You don't answer my phone. You let it go to voice mail!" My first day there she tells me that when the phones ring and Andria or Cathy are busy I should answer the phones! So I did...and she gets mad at me!!! I swear I think she is going to drive me insane!
Well I guess I better go...Please pray for my Brother in law....he's with his National Guard unit helping out the hurricane victims in Lousiana and Texas. He comes home this week to visit his family for the week and then goes back, but in a couple of months their sending him and the rest of his unit to Iraq.